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r/blueeyedbrunettes
This was my wife's body. She passed at 23, years ago and I just tried my hand at dating. Except I tried picking a girl based largely on personality instead of looks and when she took her clothes off I found out that she used to weigh 260 pounds. And you could tell. The loose skin was unbearable. She also had an odor I couldn't deal with. This picture reinforces the fact that I can't settle. I once had a girl with the looks and the personality. And I need and deserve both. Now I'm stuck in the situation of trying to let this very nice girl down gently without destroying her sense of self worth. I can't be honest, it would be too brutal. I'm afraid I'm going to have to fall back on tired cliches like "it's not you it's me" and "I'm just not ready for a relationship". I fear she'll see through that and confront me to where I'm forced to come out and say that I can't tolerate her physical appearance. Stressful.