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Have struggled with bulimia in the past, but also have also been up to 165 pounds with terrible binge eating at other stages of life. Thankfully I have been healthy and moderate with my weight for 2 or so years, but I find it ridiculous how easy it is to detest my body no matter what the size. I've lost 20lbs accidentally this school year because of a small appetite and having fun outside, and I catch myself self-loathing for being too thin, looking boyish, and losing my curviness. I sometime lament the loss my ass that previously got me a lot of attention. But when I'm bigger I can feel gross and fat and unattractive in a different way. As obvious as it is, I now understand that it's nothing about how I actually look and all in perception. I could hate or love my body at any given weight, and I want to choose love and appreciation.
I think your ass (and the rest of your body) looks amazing!