8 XXX : fat acceptance

F - 5'9.5" - 129 lbs. I just want to accept myself after years of self-hatred. When I look at myself, I see either skinny-fat or really fat-fat. How can a mind be capable of deceiving itself so grandly?

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Post number 2; my wife is very pleased with how accepting everyone has been.

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Feeling a bit blue that I missed posting on Titty Tuesday. Will you accept this Thirty Thursday apology instead? [F]

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