8 XXX : what is going on body

Six weeks of going to the gym on the regular and maintaining what fitbit says is at least a 500 calorie deficit daily. Two pounds down. I don't even see a difference. F, 223, 5'4"

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23/M, 85 kg, 180 cm. Been going through depression on and off, and insecurity about my looks is a big reason why, as I'm pretty sure no girl has ever found me attractive. I thought I'd post here to see what the consensus is.

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